Another Year Older

This past week I turned 23.

Needless to say, I feel pretty old.

For the first time I didn't feel the need to make my birthday a week long celebration. I guess responsibilities get the best of you as time goes on. But just because I wasn't planning on going over- the top for my birthday doesn't mean I wasn't excited. Instead of celebrating my existence as a human being I took this birthday as an opportunity to reflect on the past year and be thankful for what I have. I'm blessed to have a couple of genuine people in my life, blessed to have had 21 amazing birthdays with my Dad, and I'm blessed to have the strength to carry on through everything that life is throwing at me. A lot has happened in the past year and a half. I lost a parent, hit rock bottom, started to surround myself with different people, brought myself back up, and started to have a clearer vision of where I want to be in life.

I've learned that there's no harm in being selfish sometimes. Selfish decisions are necessary to grow as a person. Although I've often felt guilty about some of my decisions, I have no regrets. If I didn't make these choices I would have never been able to grow as a person. With each year that goes by I realize that time really does fly and the things that bothered me a year ago really don't matter anymore. Throwing out the toxins in your life is just as important as spring cleaning or detoxing your body after eating junk for ages.

I've also realized that the healing process is a lengthy one. There's no time limit on how long you can take to get back on your feet. Rome wasn't built in a day and I now see that the same approach is crucial to my every day life. After trying to snap myself out of this funk I've been in, I've seen that rushing it isn't the answer. On a day to day basis I have learned to notice the things that make me happy and be thankful for them.

I may not be where I wanted to be at 23, but that doesn't mean that I won't be there some day. After 23 years I'm finally learning to be my own best friend rather than my own enemy. I've learned that dwelling on the past does nothing but hold you back from the future. I've finally learned to look forward. Now, it's not a question of 'how long will winter last?' but 'summer is getting closer as the days go by'

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Giving up

There will be times when you feel like the whole world is against you. You'll feel like there's no escape. No matter where you go, you'll feel trapped. I'm writing this to tell you that feeling does go away but WHEN that feeling goes away is entirely up to you. Sitting there, sulking and waiting for this feeling to go away will only make things worse; Trust me, I've tried. You are in charge of your own happiness. Over the past 13 months I constantly wondered when I would go back to being my happy, peppy, positive thinking self. I was tired of waiting for it to happen and had almost given up hope that I'd ever be happy again. After a series of breakdowns and night after night of constantly crying myself to sleep I realized that something had to be done. The walls of my room and my house had me feeling suffocated, I felt as though there was a negative energy about that would constantly haunt me and make my life hell until I did something to stop it.

Going to a loved one to vent does help, but how long would I keep venting to them for? It was the same old story "What's wrong?" "I don't know...everything" "It's okay just try to keep busy and get your mind off of it" "I've tried". And trust me when I say that conversation got old really quick. I got tired of constantly trying to explain myself when to others it was the same old story. In the end, you are your best friend and you are the only one who can truly help yourself snap out of it. I didn't want to inconvenience my friends any longer. I was so sick and tired of being in a bad mood and snapping at them for no particular reason. I was tired of little things making me so angry that I would break down.

My insecurities were eating me alive. I felt like I was drowing in the ocean, inches away from rock bottom, but then one day I woke up. I opened my eyes and made the choice to be happy. For me, escaping is moving to an environment with no familiar faces. Often I'll escape to Starbucks and treat myself to whatever I'm feeling and I'll sit here and write until my hands cramp up. That's exactly what I'm doing now. As much as we may say we don't have time for hobbies, we can always make time for something that will heal us.

Sleeping in and spending the entire day on Netflix in your pj's does sound like an ideal day for most of us, but if done constantly it can remind us of what makes us sad. Changing your environment is so crucial, well at least it was for me. So get up, put on your favorite outfit and get out of the house for a bit. Just like that one quote, dress up like you're going to meet the love of your life. It helps a lot more than you think. Go for a walk, a bike ride, a museum, or whatever interests you. Show yourself that you are worth it. Hobbies (contrary to what some Desi parents may say) are more important than some may think. Hobbies make you happy and give you a reason look forward to waking up every morning, so no matter how busy you may be, you can't be too busy to be happy.

Another thing that's really helped me is the #100HappyDays tag on Instagram. Yes, I know it sounds cheesy, but it helps me remind myself of what truly makes me happy and brings to the positive things in my day. I've often realized that if I'm not happy, faking it (to an extent) makes me believe I'm happy too despite what may be going on in my life at that moment. Try it out!

To those who may have similar feelings as me, know you're not alone. The people you're surrounded by are there to help, but at the end of the day the person who can help you the most is yourself, no one knows you better. So wake up, do some stretches and think of ideas to make your day wonderful!

Thank you to those who have supported me and stuck by my side this past year, it means more than you'll ever know.

A Letter To My Dad

Dad,

I hope that wherever you are you're able to read this. I hate knowing that you can see me but I can't see you. There's no way I can ever speak to you again. Dad, I really miss your hugs. Sometimes the only thing I want is a hug from you and that will never happen again no matter what I do. When you were here you never let me shed a tear, but since you left I've had hundreds of tears streaming down my face every single night. I hate that every time I pick up the phone to call you I realize you won't be answering at the other end. A father is supposed to be the one man who won't ever hurt his daughter, but you hurt me Dad, you hurt me a lot. You hurt me by leaving. You hurt me without even saying goodbye. If I knew that one night saying "good night, I love you" would be the last time I got to say it to you I would have repeated it on the phone all night. You hurt me by not telling me about your heart. You lied Dad. Why couldn't you just tell me? You told me everything, every single little thing. If you told me we would be preparing to celebrate your birthday in 2 months. If you told me we wouldn't be here mourning your loss on the 1st anniversary of the day you left. You always told me you couldn't live without me and everything you were doing was for me. But you were selfish Dad. You were so selfish that you knew you couldn't live without me but you didn't stop for a minute to think about the fact that I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT YOU.
You were always there. You were there when you had to do my hair before you dropped me off at pre-school. You were there when I got glasses in kindergarten. You were there when mom cut my hair too short and made me look like a boy. You were there every time I was sick. You were there every time I had a school project. You were there when mom couldn't be because she was at work. No one else was there but you. We were a team Dad, and you broke the team apart. Where are you now Dad? Where are you now that I'm nearly 23 and I need your help? When I used to cry for you, you'd run to me in a heartbeat. But where are you now? Where are you now when I cry and cry and cry hoping you'll come to my rescue? Where are you when I feel so trapped that an open field seems way too small? You were there when I couldn't even decide what colored shirt to wear to school the next day. You were there when I would want a toy but mom said no and you would buy it for me without telling her just to see me smile. Where are you now that my smiles are only temporary? Where are you when I'm figuring out some of the biggest aspects of my life? You were the only one who would ever understand how much pain I was in, so where are you now that I'm hurting on a daily basis? Where are you when I fall to the floor and cry in pain, the pain that was caused by losing you? Where are you even though you know that Mom will NEVER understand me and my pain? Where are you when I need you to read someone like a book and tell me their true colors before I experience myself? I don't know where you are, but you're not here, where you need to be. No matter what ANYONE tries to say, they don't understand and they never will... not even Mom. You were the only person I could cry in front of. Where are you now that I need you to hold me in your arms and tell me things are alright? Where are you to make those funny faces when I'm feeling my worst?
I fell to the ground today Dad. I fell to the ground and cried and screamed for you like I did the day I found out you had left me forever. You weren't there then and you weren't there today. You weren't there to pick me up like you were every time I wasn't smiling. There's an empty place in my heart Dad. I'm reminded of it every single second of my life. It's torturing me Dad. It's torturing me because you're not here to make the pain go away.  This place where Mom and I live, it no longer feels like a home. It simply feels like a house. It feels cold even when it's 90 degrees outside. When you left you took the warmth and everything else that made this place feel like home. I stare at your favorite spot on the couch. I stare at your watch and your glasses that I now have sitting next to my bed basically collecting dust, because you're not here to wear them. I stare at your favorite pen that you used to write with for hours and hours a day at work. It hasn't been touched since your last day on the job. I stare at your briefcase that you took everywhere with so much pride. Now it's just filled with meaningless paperwork. Thousands of words are typed out on those papers, your signature at the end of many of them. Those words now mean nothing. As much as I try to convince myself that you're still with us, you're not. That signature now symbolizes someone who used to be. It reminds me of how I would spend hours a day as a little kid scribbling on papers next to you pretending to do something important, just like you were.
You didn't know you wouldn't live to see the next morning. But how could someone who always made sure I took my medicines on time just casually forget to take his? If God gave me one more chance to see you I would hug you so tight and never let you go. There wouldn't be any possible way for you to slip away again. Daddy, my heart is still shattered into a million pieces and these pieces get smaller and smaller as time goes on. As much as I try to push myself to move on I can't. Sometimes I even wish I could have gone with you. Sometimes I lose the strength to move on and I just want to sit here and cry day and night, but I know I can't. You taught me better.

Even though I want to scream and cry every time someone mentions you, I keep my feelings bottled up and simply shrug and say "That's life".

As much as I miss you, I'm glad you're in a better place. I'm glad you're away from all of those who hurt and betrayed you. I'm glad now we see who truly cared for you, and who truly cares for us. I'm glad you don't have to fight the world anymore and you can finally be at peace.

My Journey to Healthier Hair!

I am SO TIRED of constantly straightening and curling my hair! After having side bangs for a few years and having to constantly straighten them I realized my bangs were way thinner than the rest of my hair. Let's take it back to the old days so I can tell you about the torture I put my hair through.

I've always had super thick, curly and frizzy hair. My mom would brush my hair out as a kid to give me an Indian-fro looking thing and put it into a tight braid or ponytail every morning before school. After a series of bad haircuts through the years, I FINALLY convinced my dad to get me a hair straightener when I was in 8th grade. I put on that puppy face and explained that my frizzy unruly hair was a 'distraction at school' because I would constantly have to fix it and having a hair straightener would make it easier to manage and he agreed (which is exactly why I asked my dad and not my mom. Dads don't really know what heat damage is :P)

As a lot of girls my age, I was constantly frying my hair with my straightener or curling iron and it got worse through the years. Now, I'm constantly trying to find different ways to cover my thinning hair at the front from those terrible bangs I had.

For years I've been trying to find ways to embrace my natural curls but nothing has worked until recently! Within the past month or so I've been starting to see a major improvement in my hair and I can finally wear it curly! Girls, with all of the damage we put our hair through, I think it's only fair to show it a little love as well. Here's what I do and I hope it works for you too!

I finally started taking my moms advice and reliving my childhood by using coconut oil in my hair! It worked as a kid and it STILL WORKS! Using 100% coconut oil is definitely the best way to go. I also add in a 5-10 drops of peppermint oil to stimulate my scalp and sometimes I'll add almond oil if I'm in the mood. This goes on my scalp and ends! On a typical hair oiling day I'll leave it in for at least 5 hours, but if I have nothing to do the next day I leave it in over night and wash it out the next morning.

You'll probably think I'm crazy, but most of you probably think that anyways so it's all good. To wash the oil out, I use Mane N' Tail. Yes, it's meant for horses, but humans can use it too. This shampoo is meant to thicken hair and keep it nice and shiny ( which us curly haired girls could use desperately). On days that I don't oil my hair, which is about every other time I wash my hair, I use the SheaMoisture shampoo and conditioner. Staying away from sulfates and harsh chemicals is key so I try to do that as much as possible.

 When I get out of the shower I use my fingers and a Tangle Teezer to get the millions of knots out of my hair. If you try to do this, BE GENTLE, because wet hair breaks easily, but I just don't have a choice unless I'm trying to rock a fro for the next few days. The only products I use when I get out of the shower are Moroccan Argan Oil and the Garnier Fructis Pure Clean Smoothing Cream if I'm keeping it curly or the Argan Oil and the Redken Extreme Anti- Snap Leave In Treatment (which was recommended to me by the only lady I would ever trust with my hair and THE sweetest makeup artist I know, Jassi Aunty!) if I plan on blow drying it straight.

And there it is! Hope this helps you curly hair ladies as much as it's helped me :)

Interview with producer Manni Sandhu

   I'm back with another interview and I have to say this was probably my best interview in a while. Anyone can tell just by reading Manni Sandhu's responses to my questions that he has a true passion for music which is clearly displayed in his work as well. From 'Door Ni Kulne' to' Sona' to "Friday' and now with 'Makhaul' he never disappoints his fans. I had the pleasure of interviewing Manni once before on my radio show and now we're back with some updates one year later!

    
     Where do you get the inspiration for every track you do? What was your inspiration for 'Makhaul'?

"It’s different every time. Sometimes I could be chilling with a singer and we randomly come up with a composition/lyrics. Sometimes a singer could approach me with a song already written that needs composing and recording – or it could even be a concept that I get a writer to complete, to which I then compose and approach a singer to record. I guess that’s what makes music special – every track has its own story. With Makhaul I met Akhil randomly in a studio in India – I took his number down and we stayed in contact. One day he sent me a clip of himself singing Makhaul and I was really feeling the lyrics/composition. At this stage I never thought this would be the lead single from my album, but once we recorded it and I did the music a lot of people around me were feeling the track. We always knew it wasn’t a commercial track but that was never something that concerned us – our main aim was to bring something fresh to the table. It’s crazy how the world works – if for some reason that day I wasn’t at the studio, me and Akhil would have never met and none of this would be happening right now."

          Which aspects of your songs do you believe make them unique and different from other tracks? What sets you apart from other producers in the industry?

"When I produce a track the process from the very beginning to the end is completed by myself in my own studio. I don’t go to professional music studios where there’s an engineer available to tweak sounds with expensive equipment to give me a better a sound. I’ve had to learn all of this on my own and it’s taken years for me to get my head around it. This experience has given me the ability to have a musical vision and be able to re-create it on my own. I like to think out of the box and make a song an experience rather than just following a standard structure – to me a song should be like a movie, there should always be something going on and full of emotion."

     What was the process you went through to turn the idea for 'Makhaul' into another hit Manni Sandhu track?

"Be creative and different in each and every aspect. I always try and make sure my music’s completely different to what’s currently being released in the industry. We also work our assess off. I’d be up until 4-5am producing the track, getting Akhil to re-do parts of the vocals, driving myself insane whilst mixing the track, going out to Punjab to do a 3 day videoshoot that would finish in the early hours every day. My brother Jazz would be contacting these major companies in Punjab and waking up at 5-6am to talk to them, handling all the business, doing all our PR, getting the track out to the right people, dealing with the video directors. There’s probably about 10-15 different versions of the Makhaul video. The directors would send over a cut which me and Jazz would sit and make changes to. Sometimes I would have to actually edit bits myself and send it back to them to show how we wanted it. We may not release a track every other month, but when we do we literally put our blood, sweat and tears into it. We’re very passionate about what we do."

          A couple people mistook you as a singer in the past. What was your initial reaction and how did you handle the situation?

"It was annoying and still is. I always made the effort to never mime in my videos so people wouldn’t think I’m the singer but that completely failed! My mates had a good laugh about it though – once at Amritsar airport this guy approached me and asked me to sing. My brother and Sangra Vibes kept saying “Yeah Manni, go on sing a song.” I was so pissed off I didn’t talk to them the whole flight back. I guess all I can do to overcome this is carry on putting out clips of me producing and playing instruments to show I’m involved in the creation of the music. Either that, or just become a singer (joke!)."

         When you started out as a producer, did you think that you would become as well known as you are now?

"I’ve never done music for fame and never will. A lot of people might say that but you need to look at my history. Before my first track 'Door Ni Kulne', I was producing music for 6 years and releasing songs/mixtapes online. I never used to get attention from people then but it didn’t bother me because all I wanted to do was release music and for people to listen to it. I’m not even gonna say I’m well-known now because none of that stuff concerns me – all I want to do is release music, and for people to listen, support, and enjoy. When popularity starts playing a part, things just become complicated and music isn’t as enjoyable."

          What is your favorite instrument or piece of equipment and why?

"It has to be the harmonium. Everything starts there – from composing music pieces to songs, it’s the base of every track."

          What do you believe is the key to success in the Punjabi music industry?

"Be original and have a story."

Do you receive a lot of support from your family? Also, do they treat you any differently now that you've attained all of this fame?

"My family have always supported my music – from day one. They’re really proud of me – whenever I release a track they’re always calling up family members and telling them to check it out. I don’t really like attention so when we’re at family’s house I try and avoid talking about music – but they’re always getting their phones out and trying to show people my video! So embarrassing! They definitely don’t treat me any different – I’m still the youngest son getting shouted at for making a mess around the house."

 What is your biggest pet peeve about the Punjabi music industry?

"People have been saying what’s wrong with the Punjabi music industry for years and years now – I remember reading interviews when I was a kid and people were talking about it then. The fact is that there’s always going to be something wrong with the industry. Me talking about it and complaining is just going to bring negativity towards me and make me look bitter. I think everything has a way of unfolding in the end. The artists that were releasing crap 10 years ago aren’t around now – only the talented ones from back then are. If you’re talented and you’re genuinely making good music now, you’ve got longevity on your side – you’ll be around for years whereas other people that do things for a couple of weeks of fame won’t. Let them have their couple of months of shine, and focus on the bigger picture I say."

 Are there any new projects coming up soon that you can tell us about?

"I’m working on a very exciting project. It’s called “Welcome to the Future” and it features a host of new talent from Punjab. I’ve been experimenting with my sound on this one so I’m really looking forward to people hearing it. A completely fresh album with new vocalists, and a new production sound – can’t wait for people to check it out. That should be dropping in July – after that I’m going to try and completely my album ‘Against All Odds’. There’s a lot going on – hopefully everyone that’s supported me from day one stick around to enjoy the ride!"

Australia's South Asian Music Sensation- Harlene

Hey everyone, I'm back! I had the opportunity to speak to Australian singer, Harlene following the release of her debut track, 'Dil Di Talashi', I've been following her on social media for quite some time now, and I found myself re-watching her singing videos because of her beautiful voice! It's great to see such a talented South Asian female begin to make her mark on the music industry. If you haven't checked out her single 'Dil Di Talashi' yet, I suggest you do so now :)

How did you start singing?

Harlene developed her musical taste and interest at a very young age and singing has always been her passion. She has had extensive vocal training during her school years, as part of the school choir where she performed at various shows and competitions. Harlene has been performing from a young age at cultural shows & events in Australia.

"In the last year I was the opening act for Bollywood artists Adnan Sami, Govinda, Pankaj Udhas ji & more. Last year I was called to Mumbai to audition for a Star Plus reality show ‘India’s Raw Star’ with Yo Yo Honey Singh and made the top 20. While performing I’ve received such an overwhelming response which has definitely given me determination to continue pursuing my passion."

You have a great fan base on social media. Do you have any tips on how to increase or maintain a good social media following?

"The key to my success has been to never give up, I have always appreciated each & every person who has followed & supported my music from Day 1. I post videos of my singing regularly to keep my audience entertained. My fan base continues to grow & I feel blessed to have such genuine support. I believe in myself & work hard which has gotten me to where I am today."

What was the process you went through to start and complete your debut track? What was your inspiration?

"I wanted to create a unique vibe that is different to what’s currently playing in the Punjabi market. My favourite genre of music has always been slow romantic jams so that was the starting point. I also knew the kind of music I wanted so I was very involved with the audio right through to researching the right video directors to execute it and finally taking my product to the label.

I believe you can achieve anything in life when you put your heart & soul into something, those are the inspiring words I follow. Life is full of opportunities; it’s what you make of it!"

When asked if she could name the top 3 people without whom this wouldn't have been possible, Harlene named her parents and producer of 'Dil Di Talashi', Popsy.

What do you think sets you apart from other singers and artists in the industry?

"I’ve never followed trends, I create them ;)

I am focused on delivering music for all ages to enjoy & to send a strong message to the youth to always work hard, follow your passion, maintain self respect & never give up!" 

What is your ultimate goal for your singing career?

"My biggest dream has always been playback singing for Punjabi films & Bollywood. I also aspire to release my album and have my own world tour!"

 Wondering what Harlene does when she's not singing?

"I have a Bachelor of Business (Accounting) degree and have worked as an Accountant in the corporate world. I am very family orientated and my other love in life other than singing is food " (You see why I love this girl?! Now I know who to ask when I need restaurant advice in Australia)

 What is the most memorable compliment you've received?

"Comparing me to my all time biggest inspiration Lata Mangeshkar ji, I was told from somebody that they haven’t loved a voice so much since hers, what bigger compliment can you get?!"

Did you ever think when you started singing that you would be able to make your debut into the industry in such a big way?

"I have always believed in my talent and knew that whenever I deliver a product, it’ll definitely be quality! Having the T-Series label launching my debut is the icing on the cake " Confidence is key!

Although Harlene can't reveal any info on upcoming projects yet, I'll be eagerly waiting for the news!

South Asian Women with a Voice

I'm back with another blog post! I know I've written something similar before, but that was more personal whereas these women are public figures, so enjoy!

First off I wanted to let my readers know that I've finally launched my own YouTube channel- Trisha K. Arora so don't forget to LIKE, COMMENT and SUBSCRIBE! Now on to the post...

Lately I've been doing some "Spring Cleaning" in terms of my life and I realized that no matter how much negativity you're surrounded by, you need to try your best to find the positives. Life's been a roller coaster, as it is for everyone so I wanted to shed some light on positive influences in my life (and the lives of many others). As I've said before, I didn't really have many role models growing up but these are some people who's work has truly inspired me over the past few years.

Superwoman aka Lilly Singh- She may have simply started off as a YouTuber but she's turned into an international celebrity and an inspiration for girls all over the world. She's met people like SRK, Madhuri Dixit and her idol The Rock!  I had the pleasure of interviewing Lilly a few years ago on my radio show and until this day she's one of the few who have made such a major impact on my life. At the time I was going through a rough patch that made me extremely depressed and just one meeting with Lilly changed that. I could tell that her motives and words were so genuine. After following her vlogs for quite some time I've also seen that Lilly doesn't care what people think of her, some negative comments may get to her but she'll never let it show because she's a true unicorn (her fans will understand my reference). Superwoman is overall just such a positive person and career wise, she's made a name for herself despite the things and people trying to hold her back and that's something I aspire to do as well. Even after attaining so much success and even going on her own world tour, Lilly remains humble and seems to be the exact same person she was before she started her career as a YouTuber (except now she's a lot busier)

Rupi Kaur- the author of 'Milk and Honey'- A series of poems in one powerful book. Rupi Kaur takes the reader through every single emotion you could possibly go through, even emotions you never knew existed. Through her work and social media, Kaur works to break through what society deems acceptable and create a new standard of thinking for both men and women. She has faced backlash to the point where pictures were deleted off of her account by Instagram because they were considered inappropriate although she was fully clothed on an online platform where some women feel the need to expose their bodies in a bikini on a daily basis. Women don't need to give into these "social norms" that the supposed modern society has created and there is no reason for the females in the world to be looked down upon. I truly respect Rupi's message and efforts, by doing what she has she's given me and countless other young women to never let peoples words or thoughts effect your views of yourself and that is a valuable lesson that I think everyone needs to learn.

Veronica Chail- The host of OMNI's "Bollywood Boulevard". Chail started off as a news reporter for OMNI TV and later on became a TV producer, news writer and entertainment host. It's great to see such a respected and stern South Asian woman in the media, where everyone is mostly male. I for one have seen that it is very difficult to get people to take you seriously in this industry and I'm very glad to see a successful woman who has paved the way and shown us that following your dreams really does pay off and that we can accomplish anything if we put our mind to it and work hard. Veronica is so great at what she does that she was named 'Person of the Year' by Anokhi Magazine in 2012and has succeeded in her dream of making Bollywood more accessible in Canada. Veronica Chail is someone who has made a name for herself

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Gurmeet Sodhi- Gurmeet is someone who I met when I was taking my first steps into the industry. She was the host of 'GS with GS' on Jus Punjabi where for the first time I was the interviewee instead of the interviewer and now she's the woman behind PTC Punjabi North America Seeing the way she works in front of the camera and behind the scenes, I could see how dedicated she was to not only her work as a TV personality but as a parent and businesswoman. Gurmeet was also invited to The White House and got a chance to meet the Obamas! Every time I work with her I learn more and more and she just has so much passion for her work that no matter how busy she is she rarely seems stressed. Gurmeet has been a great mentor since I met her when I was about 17 and what I love most is that I can speak to her about anything whether it's work or my personal life and I know that I will get the most genuine advice from her.

Ayesha Hakki- Ayesha is the Editor and Publisher of the extremely popular Bibi Magazine. She is also a breast cancer survivor and aims to increase support within the South Asian community for those who have suffered or are suffering from this disease and to do that, she's putting her platform to great use. A lot of people, including myself, catch a cold and complain that we're not able to get out of bed but I really respect Ayesha because she chose to work hard every single day and not only run the magazine, but also continue to make it successful AND throw fundraising events. We always hear that women are powerful but Ayesha Hakki truly proves that to us and that's why she is definitely someone I look up to.

Role models can greatly impact any one's lives and truly inspire them like these four women have done for me. I really hope that I can empower young women one day like they do. These are just a few of the women I have had the pleasure of learning about and meeting in some cases who have brought positivity and motivation into my life when I desperately needed it. Hope you all enjoyed the post!

Why I'm Able to Do My Own Makeup: My Top 5 Beauty YouTubers

   Almost every female I know has watched at least one YouTube video teaching her how to do a smokey eye, winged liner or how to make a DIY face mask. I'm guilty of being absolutely addicted to all of these videos because let's face it, no one wants to end up looking like this:

I tend to get compliments on my makeup from people who have seen the hot mess I used to be when it came to makeup and I can honestly say that without YouTube I'd still have an "atta-face" and panda eyes and I owe it all to the ladies I've listed below. So here are a few of my absolute FAVORITE Beauty Gurus on YouTube in no particular order:

Farah Dhukai- Farah is probably the first South Asian beauty YouTuber I came across. She has amazing DIY remedies for your hair and skin. I can honestly say everything that I've tried from her videos worked really well for me! If you live in a desi household you can find 90% of the ingredients she uses in your kitchen(that means these DIYs are most likely desi aunty approved!). Her and her husband just started a new line of natural products, one of them being a Volcanic Elixir which is supposed to do wonders for your skin, hopefully I'll be able to try it in the near future! If anyone has tried it let me know how it is! Like her Facebook Page and follow her on Twitter and Instagram!

Irene Mahmud Khan- First of all I have to mention that her and her husband Waseem are absolutely ADORABLE! Irene is extremely talented with a myriad of things besides just makeup and I'll be featuring her in another blog of mine to showcase them so stay tuned for that! But for now let's focus on her makeup stills and how extraordinarily helpful her videos have been for me personally. I have very difficult, dry and sensitive skin, similar to hers and we both have really thick and coarse hair. Her makeup is absolutely flawless on camera and this is something that is really critical for almost anyone who has to take pictures or be "photo-ready" for a big day! I love the fact that she also uses a combination of drugstore and high- end products! Don't forget to like her Facebook Page and follow her on Twitter and Instagram!

( L to R- Ravina, Mona and Syra)

Mona Sangha- Mona is a professional makeup artist and her channel features a bunch of vlogs as well as tutorials. Being a desi bridal makeup artist and hairstylist she shows her viewers professional tips and techniques to achieve the style they want for their special event. What I love about her technique is that she is able to enhance and bring out a client's (or model's) natural beauty and accentuate their favorite features rather than paint them in a mask of makeup. I find that extremely necessary because it's definitely not a good thing if a groom can't recognize his own wife on the wedding day. On a side note her desi outfits are absolutely stunning and she's inspired me to try to design my own suits for special occasions, so I'll let you all know how that turns out. Her vlogs feature her two partners in crime Ravina and Syra who also work with her and they're equally hilarious, gorgeous and talented! To keep up with all of the flawless looks Mona creates, like her Facebook Page and follow her on Instagram! You can also follow Syra and Ravina on Instagram and check out their FB Fanpage!

Nisha Sawhney- This gorgeous Canadian chick puts together the perfect looks to compliment any outfit. She probably has the most perfect hair I've ever seen and the cutest outfits! Nisha also puts together great giveaways. She has an amazing variety of videos for everyone including inspirational talks, tutorials, hauls and first impressions. Also, I have to mention the fact that almost every one of my guy friends has a huge crush on her, but then again who wouldn't?! She's stunning with or without makeup and from speaking to her personally I can say she's one of the sweetest people I've had the pleasure of knowing. Nisha is a great role model specially for younger girls in middle school or high school. Don't forget to follow her on Instagram and Twitter!

Trisha60- This girl keeps it REAL! I find all of her makeup looks and hairstyles extremely practical and the best part is that she's super hilarious! I love Trisha not because we share the same name ( which automatically makes her awesome) but because her looks are perfect for teenagers or the girls who don't like to wear TOO much makeup but still want to look flawless and put together. One recent video of hers that every desi girl should watch is "I'm Ugly Coz I'm Darker Skinned?" I'll post the link here so you can check it out. Her videos are really informative as well as fun and she gives great advice, it's almost like listening to an older sister! Give her a follow on Twitter and Instagram as well!